bored @home on a sunday night. loving the fact that i don't have to wake up tomorrow morning =) anyways, for those of you who don't know, i got a new kitten, and i named him simba =) pics will be up soon on pictures2. went out with the ladies last night, bowling then denny's had a blast. hopefully next weekend we go out for jahm's bday to a club or something. pictures from last night will be up soon too.. just so lazy with my hectic schedule all i wanna do is sleep when i see my bed at nite. anyways.. gonna finish this layout and head to bed .. last night wore me out LOL. that's an inside joke for those of you who don't get it. okk.. toodles !

so friday night i went over to nissa's house.. we watched some videos on youtube then i went home. went to sleep.. woke up the next morning and went to work. finished @1:30, went to visit niss @work then we went to visit challa @home. went home and tried to get some sleep but it just didnt work out. eventually got dressed and went to the mosque to pray and ask god to forgive me for all my damn sins. lol. went back home got dressed and went to vanessa's house to get ready to go to afterlife for roslyn's birthday.

after leaving afterlife saturday night i realized i have a beef with guys at clubs. at about 2:30am i was sitting down in the lounge and this random guy comes and sits beside me, asking me my name and all this next garbage. anyways, i ended up punkin him off by asking him if this is what he did, come to clubs to meet girls ? he asked me if had a bf, i said no.. and i told him i wasn't going to give him my number because i didnt go to clubs to meet guys. come on, do people really do that these days, i thought clubbing was about going out and having a good time with your friends ? before that we got into a fight with this nasty looking guy because we just DIDN'T wanna dance with him, like guys, can't you take a fucking hint ? 3 bouncers had to come and end up breaking it up.

got back to vanessa's house at 4am, and passed out.. thinking about how i had to wake up the morning at 8.. to get ready and drive back to brampton to work for 10. went to work, tired as fuck and slighty hungover. after work i went home hoping to sleep but my mom was over so went shopping. after we left zellers.... i just felt so bored and miserable so i got my mom to buy me an ipod nano.. something on my shopping list for a whilee.

went home, got dressed and went to mosque again, which ws so pointless because my mom was home and she cooked for my dad and i.... but we still went. after i got home from mosque i uploaded some songs onto my ipod and went to bed... i can't wait till this fasting month is over, not eating on a daily basis is draining my energy.

well this is probably going to be the longest and only entry for a while, so goodbye and good riddance.

SO. this is my weekly schedule.

SUNDAY - work @zellers
MONDAY - work 8:30-5 / night school 6:30-10
TUESDAY - work 8:30-5
WEDNESDAY - work 8:30-5 / night school 6:30-10
THURSDAY - work 8:30-5
FRIDAY - work 8:30-5
SATURDAY - work @zellers.

i'm exhausted.

oh man.. so i got home from work today around 5:30.. called terra and told her i wanted to go out. we decided we would go to square one..lol. after we got the craziest parking spot ever we walked around the WHOLE mall, and ended up buying stuff from zellers and walmart LOL... and of course food. those sandwiches were SO DAMN GOOD. so as i was trying on a bra in zellers in the changeroom i made terra come and see how it looks, and OMG.. it was a strapless.. and it was toooo small and terra is like omg shee you look SOO flat.. and im like terraaa its so tight i cant breatttheeeeee hahahhahaha. so on our way back.. we ALMOST got lost but then we found the highway and genious me decided i wanted to speed.. even tho my car is SO FCUKING SLOW. haha. "terra, i wanna go as fast as HIM" haha. "shee, if you had a fast car we wouldn't be alive right now.." lol... this girl. k so i had to go to trinity to pick up my paystub.. and as i am driving by staples this RANDOM shopping kart decides it wants to come in front of me so i scream and dodge the shopping kart.. and terra screams cuz she thought she was going to die .. *PRICELESS* so.. w/e i get my paystub, we leave and im dropping terra home now. just as we turn onto her street she starts screaming that there is a spider on my chair so i start screaming and put the car in park as i'm driving.. ALMOST FCUKING UP MY TRANNY !!! i jump out of the car and terra kills the spider with my slipper.. LOL. omggg. WHAT A DAY. i'm gonna miss you terra bear =(

"IT'S LIKE BONNIE WITH NO CLYDE, WITHOUT YOU BY MY SIDE, IT'S LIKE A PART OF ME DIED AWAY, SINCE YOU BEEN GONE. IF I SPENT SOME TIME WITHOUT YOU WOULD I BE OKAY? I CAN'T REPLACE YOU, I TRIED IT, IT WON'T WORK OUT THAT WAY. SO TELL ME WHERE WILL YOU GO, AND WHOSE GONNA LOVE YOU LIKE I DO.. SINCE YOU BEEN GONE."

people are so retarded, thinking i don't know who prank called me. almost fucking screwed shit up with him.. whatever, all i can say is "jealous ones still envy" and it's fucking pathetic. thanks liyah, mina and alicia for all the jokes last night. cuz i know *her* disses were getting boring after a while. going to get ready for work noww. later days =)

ok i'm so sick of my highlights. i can't wait till i get my hair done next week.. and liyah trimmed my hair for me on wednesday when we were bored LOL. soooooo ya.. need to get it cut properly now. even though she CHOPPED IT OFF. my nephew is leavin for jamaica today for a month. what a lucky kid.. but i'm gonna miss him =( well today will be interesting, i'm finally going to get the corioliss, andddd the curling iron.. man i need to stop spending money. wild water kingdom next week WOOOOOOOOOOOO =)

finally, did something different with my layout.. figured i don't have to work tomorrow so i can stay up and do this crapp. mina was killing me to come up with a new layout and stop using all my old ones =] lol. anyways, saw fast and the furious this weekend with my nephew.. it was sooooooooo crazy.. i wanted to drive so fast after .. but i couldn't my car is so slow....... poor.. fred. =( or as liyah would say ted/bred (short for BREDJRIN).. hahaha anyways, i really wanna go to wonderland and wild water kingdom so can we get something organized people plz ! gonna finish up this layout and go to bed.. toodles !

it was like prom all over again.. except 10 million times better.
thank you for being such an amazing date & the walk along the lake... =)

tonight was soo much fun, mall missions, pizza, chip and dip, FONDUE .. THE FONDUE WAS SOO GOOD.. all the racist comments, the SCARY ass movies, strawberries, cherries, gummy bears, price chopper missions, ZELLERS MISSIONS.. *UMM JENELLE, HURRY UP.. THERE IS A LIL GIRL WAITING IN FRONT MY DOOR." jahmeela almost knocking down all the pop.. LOL. all the lesbian action PICTURES.. pictures coming soon.. loved the reunion!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY GIRL SAMAN ! LOVE YOU MY DEAR !! well tomorrow trinidad is facing england.. =S sooo yeah im gonna have to take my flag off my car =S .... then the memorial @north park for ms.harper (RIP).. and thenn work from 6-9.. thennn the vasanti staff dinner.. gonna get some sleep.. the guys at zellers 499 are so jokes ! haha.. jenelle! nite =]

why. why do i end up fighting with hussayn EVERY SINGLE day/night. LORD. we need help. LOL.

g'nite

i`m going to argue w/dizz some more. =P

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SUNNIE!! aww, all my elementary gurls are legal.. and i'm left here.. UNTIL DECEMBER. =( work is so crazy man, im so so so tired. i need a fcuking day off. anywhooz.. [ rocky is all mines to bite ] yahoooooo haha. okay enuff babbling, i`m going to bed.. finally. nite kiddos.

who the fuck does this guy think he is walkin by me like that.. fcuking cocky lil... UGHHHHH.
ANYWAYS. the past few days have been crazzzy. galavanting all over the place w/wen, this weekend is gonna be crazy! now.. if i can find my digicam... =S

oh yeah, thank you* for the other night. =P

nite kiddos!

guess who FINALLY got their very own car on the road =)
woooooo party time for real!
well it's my day off.. i was gonna update my site but.. im too lazy. maybe next month or something.
anyways, trinidad was amazing! i miss it sooooooooo much, and the amazing weather outside is just reminding me of it, and my 4 showers a day lol.. omg it was so much fun, its just beautiful there, and seeing all my family *tear* i miss all of you! pics are up.. so check em out =)
shopping, club zen, maracus beach, family.. *tear*
well then. check the pics out...

well my last day here was FUN. got so much done today with mom & wen. got my nails done .. wicked ass design - for the beach ! ha ! bought my bathing suit ( black and teal =) ) a new belly ring, love my hookups @rainbow jade! flip flops, the cutest beach towel everrr.. omg i can't wait till i'm on the beach. went to check my cutie at work.. well SORT OF. my mom wanted to "BUY A PHONE"
ALICIA - "SHEEREEN HE WALKED BY TODAY AND LOOKED AT THE BOOTH"
ME - " OMG THE ONE FCUKING DAY I'M NOT WORKING."
ALICIA - "YOU BETTER COME IN SOME PRESENTABLE CLOTHES."
ME - *FLY UPSTAIRS, *JEANS* *CONTACTS* *MAKEUP* *COMB HAIR* *MASCARA IN THE CAR*

lol.. i can't believe my mom is in on this too !..but she agrees with me, he is a cutie ! ended the day off with dinner @casey's with hinna, alicia and wendy.. omg it was SO jokes. too jokes. well everyone that's worth it, I WILL MISS YOU. and wendy, i will miss you even moreeeee! but will be thinking of you while im chillin under them palm tree`s WOOOOOOOOO !

today i feel happy. i love my life. i have the bestest friend in the whole entire world, well i would say she's more then that now, she's family. and then other friends that are just amazing on top of that. i have a crazy ass job with the coolest manager ever. my family is there when i need them, and i just feel very stable at this point in my life. i don't think i've been this independant & happy for a long long time, and it feels so damn good. thanks everyone, well you know who you are.. for everything. thanks to those who cared all along, and those who recently came back into my life to show me that you still care !

TIME TO MOVE ON (LET IT GO)..

TEARS, TEARS
FALLING DOWN YOUR WINDOW PANE
FOR THE YEARS, YEARS
ALL THE TIME HE CAUSED YOU PAIN
TEARS, TEARS
LEARN TO LIVE AND LOVE AGAIN
NOW THAT YOUR STRONGER
YOU NEED HIM NO LONGER

THE FIRST DAY YOU MET HIM,
HE WAS A PERFECT GENTLEMAN
NOBODY KNEW, WHAT HE HAD IN STORE FOR YOU
AS THE SEASONS CHANGE,
HE CHANGES AND YOU KNEW THAT IT WAS OVER

ITS BEEN SO LONG HE'S HURT YOU
GIRL AND I KNOW
YOU'VE BEEN CRYING YOUR EYES OUT
BABY IT SHOWS
PUT YOUR HAND IN MINE...
LET ME DRY YOUR TEARS YOU'LL GET THROUGH IT

from square one to port credit go in 10 MINUTES... crazy ass driver.

last night was fun tho, driving around `sauga @3am, only with you. =)

RIP pa.. i`ll miss you.